October 22nd, 2001

wear a mask, elhoffer

my mother

my mother has Myasthenia Gravis. Yesterday she went into the ER because she was having trouble breathing. She called me at 12am this morning because she was released.

This is really scaring me. What if she dies? What am I going to do? What will happen to her house and everything in it? Will daddy come back from Romania? Will Cimmy be ok? Will I be ok? I don't want her to die yet. I want her to live for a very long time. I want her to have the joys of being a grandmother. It's not fair. Why did this have to happen to her? She is so strong. She was just really starting to become the kind of person that she wanted to be. At least she has a lot of friends. I am scared and i am sad. I wish i could be with her, but i made her a promise not to leave school and i will keep that promise. She is going on real meds. I hope they help her. I want her to live.

To all who are reading this, if any of you have any skill in sending healing energy, please send some to my mother. If not, please pray for her, or wish her well, or whatever is natural for you to do. Thank you.
wear a mask, elhoffer


talked to my mom. She is doing a lot better. That makes me feel better. She is going to be fine. She helped me with my paper. I love her so much! My heart feels lighter now.