When i get this way I just want to go over to jonathan's house. which i guess makes it worse. i'm never around so i get excluded so i leave more and i'm never around. it was a lot worse last year. then i felt really isolated. i really should spend more time on campus, but then the whole cycle starts over again and i run away. grrrr.
i really should get back to reading. If i get it over tonight i can start on work for Greek and Roman Drama. Just thirty more pages, probably an hour of time. I hope jonathan calls soon. i want to go sleep there, but i know that it's not a good idea.
back to work.